Hysterical, I've lost my identity

I've never had a gmail account before & thought it would be a good idea to open a separate email account for my Sunday morning tennis group.

I opened an email account called "sta.sunday.high.performance.tennis@gmail.com"

Only it got mixed up with my personal Google sign in, which is needed to log in to my blog on blogspot.  For a day now, I couldn't figure out how to get in to my blog as it was deleted, gone, not there every time I logged in to Google.  Was going nuts, getting so annoyed.

Have you ever lost your identity?  For a day I felt so disconnected not being able to get in to my blog.  I've figured out how to get back in, but through an obscure way.  Need someone under 25 to help me.

Never thought losing access to my blog could make me feel so helpless.  Modern Chinese-American woman is such a big part of me.